Nov 14, 2005 00:22
I really wanted to go to Grand Natnls this weekend. I hope you had fun Christina.
Why is it that the only 2 boys I can think about I
a) shouldn't be thinking about and
b) aren't thinking one thought about me
Zoe Gerstle may just be my favorite person in the world
I miss thinking that I'm smart. I wish I could be smart again.
I want a new dog. Really badly. Stupid house.
Being productive is good.
So I've thought forever it seems now, that someday I'm going to be a doctor. Or some form of doctor. But I don't think I could do it.
What would you think of me being an editor. Like, of books or a newspaper or a magazine or something? I think I might love that.
I'm feeling unloved. Why does my personal love meter always rely on one person? and why does that one person so rarely love me these days?
How do you fail ballett?
How the hell did I make sabre?
So many things are making me feel like I could just cry at the drop of a hat.
In good news, I have a semi fixed window, so now the wind isn't blowing directly into my room. *smile*
TTFN.
life in general