Stronger Muscle Control
That's what I need. Stronger muscle control. And stronger mind control. I need to control my own thoughts. Not just on rifle (though I need it there desperately) but just in general.
So I'm going to homecoming? No date, just goin' with the girls. I MIGHT be driving, but I wouldn't get your hopes up. My mother seems to think I never need to learn how to drive. I am so excited beyond excited for Laura. Everyone better have voted for her, or I'll beat you with a wooden spoon.
Where is everyone lately? I've been seein' band kids, not that that's a bad thing, but just not much of other people. So come say hi to me. Especially on Thursday. *wink wink nudge nudge* Not that Thursday is special or anything. It might just possible be some coolio day.
I have this incredible dress for homecoming, so I'm glad I'm going. Not that it matters what I look like. I don't have anyone I'm trying to impress. The more and more I realize this, the less and less I care about my appearance. I haven't been wearing makeup lately, and it actually feels good to not need it. That, and I realized that if I don't wear makeup everyday, it makes the days when I do wear it special.
Every time I put on my dress I think of Laura G. I need to call her. I miss my big sister. I really need to sort out who's important in my life. She has meant so much to me in my life, and I feel like she's being pushed out. I have to admit, I feel a little pushed out too. She's got a husband, a house, a job, friends her age. What does she need a 15 (for 3 more days) year old girl for? She's turning 26 on wednesday. 26. I've known her since she was 15. Man, I have some catching up to do. The first paycheck I get, I'm taking Laura out to lunch.
Shout out to Tessa and David. I need to talk to you kids more. Both of you are amazing.
So, if you want to dance with me at homecoming, leave me a note and I'll make sure I find you. It's gonna be fun.
And I won't have my wrists in braces for that one.
So I'm going to homecoming? No date, just goin' with the girls. I MIGHT be driving, but I wouldn't get your hopes up. My mother seems to think I never need to learn how to drive. I am so excited beyond excited for Laura. Everyone better have voted for her, or I'll beat you with a wooden spoon.
Where is everyone lately? I've been seein' band kids, not that that's a bad thing, but just not much of other people. So come say hi to me. Especially on Thursday. *wink wink nudge nudge* Not that Thursday is special or anything. It might just possible be some coolio day.
I have this incredible dress for homecoming, so I'm glad I'm going. Not that it matters what I look like. I don't have anyone I'm trying to impress. The more and more I realize this, the less and less I care about my appearance. I haven't been wearing makeup lately, and it actually feels good to not need it. That, and I realized that if I don't wear makeup everyday, it makes the days when I do wear it special.
Every time I put on my dress I think of Laura G. I need to call her. I miss my big sister. I really need to sort out who's important in my life. She has meant so much to me in my life, and I feel like she's being pushed out. I have to admit, I feel a little pushed out too. She's got a husband, a house, a job, friends her age. What does she need a 15 (for 3 more days) year old girl for? She's turning 26 on wednesday. 26. I've known her since she was 15. Man, I have some catching up to do. The first paycheck I get, I'm taking Laura out to lunch.
Shout out to Tessa and David. I need to talk to you kids more. Both of you are amazing.
So, if you want to dance with me at homecoming, leave me a note and I'll make sure I find you. It's gonna be fun.
And I won't have my wrists in braces for that one.