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I'd love to write a really long update and tell you all what's been going on in my life lately. The problem is, there's so much going on I don't have time. All I have to say right now is congratulations Ian and Tara. I feel like all my friends have drifted. Everyone is so caught up in their own lives, they aren't noticing the people around them. And I'd have to say that I'm guilty of that too. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I love softball, I'm sorry I love bassoon and guard. I'm sorry I love all of you. I'll work this out. Give me just a little more time. Please, I beg you. Don't give up on me. Even if if seems like it, I haven't given up on you. I know that might sound a little desperate, but I kind of feel like that right now anyway. It applies to all of you, but one person in particular. I don't think he even reads this anymore, so does it even matter? I was doing ok, better anyway. Starting to get back on track. And now he's gone all weird. I can't figure it out. I don't know what to do. And it's throwing me off. Majorly. But I don't have the time to get thrown off track. Dear God, please help me figure this out. And quickly.