it still sucks.
i don't know but life really sucks.. hahah :) can't do anything about it.. i think that's the beauty of it... hahah after all it's my choice to make it more suckier as ever. hahha. know what?! my dog is dying. my dog is depressed. why?? because 2 weeks ago, the other dog died... it was her boyfriend. haha they sorta had a connection but they didn't have puppies.. that's one proof that life really sucks. so back to my dog.. she hadn't eaten a single meal that we give her. she looks like an anorexic dog. well, partly she can be considered anorexic. i loved that dog. well both of them actually. now whenever i see her.. i feel bad as the owner... i can't do anything about it. i can't force her to eat, she might bite me if i did. damn... i wish that my other dog didn't die.. shucks.. akjfbawkejlbrfjkagctrkljwebr *sigh*.
next topic.. i'm getting depressed. :((
what the hell is happening?! it seems that i am very lost... bumabalik ba yun? sana naman huwag na.. ayaw ko na ulit masaktan. tama na yung naranasan ko before. natuto na ako. sH*t bakit ba ang emo ko? kadiri.. tigilan na toh!! ayaw ni God ng emo.. STOP!!!
and then i'm starting to fall....
again.
NO!! this can't be!! it'll ruin everything!!!
ang hirap pala pagnakalimutan mo na siya.. tapos biglang babalik ulit. PILIT NA KITANG INIIWASAN... ETO KA NA NAMAN... BUMABALIK.
nasasaktan na ako. hindi mo pa ba nararamdaman yun? hindi mo rin ba alam na mahirap gumising sa umaga nang may problemang iniisip.. bakit ka ba ganyan??!! ang manhidmanhid mo.. sana isang araw malaman mo kung paano maging ganito. sana maintindihan mo kung bakit mailap ako sayo... err!!!! i hate you!
............ huminga ng malalim....
ang bilis ng takbo ng buhay...
hindi ko na masabayan.......
IT SUCKS... :((