what a week

Apr 11, 2004 22:47

what a week it has been...

On the up side...

- return of the king has been pre-ordered and will be in my mailbox next month. ( YaY )

- I got a couple side jobs coming up for some good cash..

- Week 2 of class went well, i really dont see me missing any classes ever.. im totally motivated to go.. maybe its because id so rather be at school than work and when 4oclock comes rolling around im rolling my ass right out the warehouse door with a smile on my face. Maybe its also because im counting the days where I can make a serious living doing something I enjoy doing rather than working somewhere where somedays I just want to go crazy and hit people with a shovel. Ehh I think the lack of the english language I hear every day at work gives me a friggin head ache.

- Bills are paid for the month

On the down side...

- Girls are so fucking weird sometimes.. they do the most unexpecting things.. they can be so heart warming.. or they can turn out to be a trick. Or they can just not let you in on everything.. or they can just confuse the hell out of you.. No im not speaking about any one girl in particular.. I am actually speaking about multiple girls that I have encountered recently.. I know a couple of you read this.. so please.. dont think im making a post just about you because your way off.

I mean.. i will be the first to admit that I am a fucking sucker.. if I meet a girl that I think would fit well with me and my life style and my schedule.. well id probably drop and give this girl everything because its so fucking rare. So i guess when I get played for the enormous amount of respect and attention I can offer.. it is partially my fault.. for being such a sucker. Especially if I was fairly warned.
....thats just one situation.. but believe me.. this past week was so full of unexpected drama and headache that I dont know what to expect for tomorrow or the next day. Im just gonna totally stop talking to girls as much as I do.. I meet girls constantly and maybe its just too much to handle. I have too much priority to concentrate on. Things that make me happy most definitly come first.. and lately.. the ladies of this world havent been making me very happy. Its time for them to go to the back of the line.. and no more cutting !

Im just gonna mind my own business like I usually do.. I go to work.. I go to school.. I have my own life and things to do.. plus a ton of ideas and side projects and side jobs to keep me very busy. I have decided that the only way to make it these days is to hustle.. so im gonna hustle.. until im 50 and I have a million dollars and im "doing the hustle" down the staircase in the front of my mansion..

oh and somewhere in between all of this hard work and hustling and school and just life.. ill meet a girl who fits well with my life style and schedule.. and she wont be a trick..

again.. the females I speak of in this post are not pointed at any single one in particular.. because there are multiple girls that make me hold such harsh opinions.. so use this as a disclaimer before commenting.

Oh and happy easter everyone..

just another sunday.. where you go to sleep at night with the thought of another week of busting your ass about to begin.. and as you wake up the headache starts.. like a race car driver reving his engine before the light turns green on a big race... and in your head there is this five day long race track.. you step into your car.. turn the key.. and the light turns green in your head..
" and their off ! "
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