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the shit has offically hit the fan, i walked out of the house. all my bags packed, got my bass, my clothes, and all the rest of my junk out. and i am not at my aunt's house, for how long i don't know. i finally talked back to her...she fucking deserved it, though i think i came out looking a little like the bad guy. my mom took this very hard..she cried, begged, pleaded, and even threatened me not to leave, but i did...*sigh* this wasn't well thought out exactly. no idea how i'll get to work tomorrow..
looking back this was probably blown way out of proportion, but i can't go back now...not to that house, that smells of nothing but weed all day all. and well this wasn't well thought out, i have college coming up soon, i still have to work...i have no money saved up. i'm kind of screwed here but i think i need to grow up. life is hard right? well now i find out for sure. my brother's not leaving..that's kind of a good thing, mom will have a fucking breakdown if we both left. i wonder how she is now. i'm so sorry mom but i can't stay there..
anyway, gotta go
looking back this was probably blown way out of proportion, but i can't go back now...not to that house, that smells of nothing but weed all day all. and well this wasn't well thought out, i have college coming up soon, i still have to work...i have no money saved up. i'm kind of screwed here but i think i need to grow up. life is hard right? well now i find out for sure. my brother's not leaving..that's kind of a good thing, mom will have a fucking breakdown if we both left. i wonder how she is now. i'm so sorry mom but i can't stay there..
anyway, gotta go