Jul 03, 2005 03:32
I need to appologize. To everyone, especially mason. Most of you dont/wont know what im talking about. Im going to tell a select few of you. Belive me, when i say select i mean it. But wow. Sorry mason, for putting such a burdon on you. I hope you dont think any less of me because of this. I cant help myself. I dont know why. I probably wont even remember i made this post untill tommorow when i look at my friends page and read it. I dunno. Fuck. I wish I could go to sleep. Im tossing and turning too much to right now. My entire body is numb, but i cant get comfortable. That makes no sense i know, but... I dunno.
Im fighting myself off on the inside. I dont know what to do. If this kills me, it kills me. Theres no going back now. Shit, i cant stop myself, im going to bed now. Im gonna try to sleep. hopefully i can. Night.