friends
I miss my friends.....i miss everyone on my flist...i miss all the crack up conversations...i miss all the little secrets...the little shared triumphs....the consoling moments when friends are really needed....i miss it all....
its been insanely busy, and i havent been able to read up on my friends....even my family is mia....my hubby has been working an opposite shift from me for the past two weeks, so all we see of each other is a scant weekend here or there....i miss my husband, and he hasent even deployed yet.....
....i miss all my free time.....
....but all in all, its been worth the sacrifice....i am SOOOOOO insanely happy with my job. my artistic juices are flowing and i am LOVING all the creativity that is flowing from me right now....
...and my job has been flexible enough for me to enjoy some special moments with my kids the last two weeks....and afternoon playing in the pool....an ice cream social with my little baseball star....
for the first time in a LONG time i feel FULFILLED! USEFUL! and complete....
yet i still miss my hubby, my kids, my free time, and my friends......i guess i cant have it all....
....damn im greedy....hehehe
now im off to bed.....ive neglected my emails yet again, and ive spent a total of 5 minutes online......
...le sigh.....im one greedy bitch....WHY cant i have IT ALL!?!?!??! :-)
its been insanely busy, and i havent been able to read up on my friends....even my family is mia....my hubby has been working an opposite shift from me for the past two weeks, so all we see of each other is a scant weekend here or there....i miss my husband, and he hasent even deployed yet.....
....i miss all my free time.....
....but all in all, its been worth the sacrifice....i am SOOOOOO insanely happy with my job. my artistic juices are flowing and i am LOVING all the creativity that is flowing from me right now....
...and my job has been flexible enough for me to enjoy some special moments with my kids the last two weeks....and afternoon playing in the pool....an ice cream social with my little baseball star....
for the first time in a LONG time i feel FULFILLED! USEFUL! and complete....
yet i still miss my hubby, my kids, my free time, and my friends......i guess i cant have it all....
....damn im greedy....hehehe
now im off to bed.....ive neglected my emails yet again, and ive spent a total of 5 minutes online......
...le sigh.....im one greedy bitch....WHY cant i have IT ALL!?!?!??! :-)