desolation angels
I went to the local gaming store tonight to game and pick up a book off of layaway.I entered the store in a fairly good mood...then I saw my ex,Amber,sitting at one of the tables.I felt panic set in as a years worth of rebuilding my dumped self came tumbling down. A full year she has been out of my life, and still I feel the sickening dread of depression at the mere sight of her.
After getting my books and leaving in as timely a fashion as propriety would allow, I went over to a friend's house because I didn't want to be alone and depressed.My friend understood without probing and we went out to eat and hung out together.In fact,it kept me from thinking about her all night-until the long drive home.I need to do something to heal this festering scab in my heart before it poisons me completely.
Well, it's bedtime now.Goodnight.
After getting my books and leaving in as timely a fashion as propriety would allow, I went over to a friend's house because I didn't want to be alone and depressed.My friend understood without probing and we went out to eat and hung out together.In fact,it kept me from thinking about her all night-until the long drive home.I need to do something to heal this festering scab in my heart before it poisons me completely.
Well, it's bedtime now.Goodnight.