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my sister just sits there on her high horse talking shit about me like she is perfect and nothing is wrong with there i just want to scream "WE ARE FUCKING FAMILY". Why do i have to be talk about like i did something terrblie wrong yes i chose to spead the money i work my ass of to earn on photography stuff that makes me feel happy instead of learning how to drive. maybe its more important more then driving is just become half this population there learns how to drive at 16 doesnt mean i have to. for some reason she thinks this makes me a bad person. also that i expese my feeling in crying and getin emostional there isnt anything wrong with that. i just dont feel like we are part of any family.she is never around she know nothing about me and she has never tried to know anything about me thats what hurts the most is she is juging me like half the people around me are on stuff she sees not what is really me.What bothers me the most is my parents sat there listing to her talk about me like that and they didnt say anything to her and when i knowlaged i was up stares listing to all of it they chose to make this my fault that they didnt do anything wrong that me being upset wasnt their fault they are the parents they aspost to be there for us they sould of stoped her from talking about me like that. im just tired of them making me feel like shit that im lazy and worthless because im not.