Drunk again
I really need to stop drinking. this is the fourth night in a row that I ahve gotten drunk. tomorrow i will be sober. especially for nick. He wants to go to the movies just us two. I think that is really sweet. Right now he is mad at me beucase I fell asleep. I always sleep and drink when he is around and i feel hella bad. I hope that I am not like this when I move out. I think this is really immature of me. no more parties. no more drinking. I think I ahve had enough for the next five months. I really care about Nick so I will stop for him.
In other news today Jaci, Eddie and I took her two HUGE Bull Mastifs out to the fore bay. It was lots of fun. Jacia dn I ran into the water with our cloths on with the dogs. It was great...then we ate subway. It was lots of fun.
I just woke up like an 1 hour ago. I tripped out beucase I couldn't find Jaci or eddie, marcus was sleeping, Nick was gone, I couldn't find my keys, myy house was really clean and Jaci's stuff was gone. I couldn't comprehend what was happening. Then I thought back and realized that Nick had left like 2 hours ago becuase i was falling asleep and I let him leave. that was really stupid of me. I found my cell phone and called eddie but noone answered. I seriously did not kow what was going on and I was hella freaking out. the Jaci called back and told me she was on her way home from eating and that she had cleaned the house and she would be here in a few minutes. tha was the sacriest thing ever. I was still looking for my keys and I finally found them in my parents bathroom. I have no idea how they got there. I called Nick but he didn't answer. I think i will call him again and leave hima message. I feel like shit right now.
In other news today Jaci, Eddie and I took her two HUGE Bull Mastifs out to the fore bay. It was lots of fun. Jacia dn I ran into the water with our cloths on with the dogs. It was great...then we ate subway. It was lots of fun.
I just woke up like an 1 hour ago. I tripped out beucase I couldn't find Jaci or eddie, marcus was sleeping, Nick was gone, I couldn't find my keys, myy house was really clean and Jaci's stuff was gone. I couldn't comprehend what was happening. Then I thought back and realized that Nick had left like 2 hours ago becuase i was falling asleep and I let him leave. that was really stupid of me. I found my cell phone and called eddie but noone answered. I seriously did not kow what was going on and I was hella freaking out. the Jaci called back and told me she was on her way home from eating and that she had cleaned the house and she would be here in a few minutes. tha was the sacriest thing ever. I was still looking for my keys and I finally found them in my parents bathroom. I have no idea how they got there. I called Nick but he didn't answer. I think i will call him again and leave hima message. I feel like shit right now.