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[basketcase24]

how does one hide his or her feelings?
how does one try to run away from what he or her is afraid of?

i try to think real hard about this.
and realized that, im the best person.
at doing these kinda stuffs.
because im always escaping from stuffs.

if i have feelings for someone, i run away from it.
i hide myself.
i shut everything inside and pretend that nothing is happening.
i pretend that everything is normal.

im afraid that i get hurt.
coz i get hurt easily.
and i hate that kinda feeling.
best thing i can do is, run away again.
sigh.

maybe i need to man up.
HAHAHHAHAH!