such is life
i'm so pissed right now. there is no reason for anyone in the world to be as mean as this jerk was to me. i got burned so bad... i know that most of the time i'm really upset for a couple of days, then it passes and i can still see the person, hug them, whatevs; we're still cool. this time, i got told, "it would be really bad for us to see each other outside of work." i'd been hanging out with this guy almost every day for like 3 weeks. we'd just chill, watch movies, smoke, drink, whathaveyou. then he goes to new york. i take him to the goddamned airport. he gets home and never wants to see me again. this is gonna take a lot. it's not that i loved him or we were dating or anything. this is just a friend. we were so cool and now nothing. for no reason.
rejection: inifiniti
self esteem: zero
but work is fine. school is fine. whatevs. julia's bday party was a blast and stuff.
i can't think of much to update because i just wanna go kill something.
"so i put my hands up, i said, 'enough is enough. if you walk away, i'll walk away.' and he shot me dead. i found a liquid cure for my land-locked blues. it will pass away like a slow parade. i know it's leaving but i don't know how soon."
word.
rejection: inifiniti
self esteem: zero
but work is fine. school is fine. whatevs. julia's bday party was a blast and stuff.
i can't think of much to update because i just wanna go kill something.
"so i put my hands up, i said, 'enough is enough. if you walk away, i'll walk away.' and he shot me dead. i found a liquid cure for my land-locked blues. it will pass away like a slow parade. i know it's leaving but i don't know how soon."
word.