i dunno what i'm suppose to do
so yeah i'm sitting on my bed writing on my new lab top...
today was my day off. yeah it was pretty much a waste of time. i should have just worked because it was boring and i didn't really do anything that i wanted to do.
so yeah anyway... i'm still cold from the football game... well actually i just got home from the football game and i just started to sober up so i'm just starting to get cold.
hmmm i dunno i soooooooooooooooooooooooooo wish that i hadn't drank. It's sad.... because the last time i hung out with people was at my white tee party and thats when i was drunk. Most people haven't seen me all summer and they have no idea what i've been up to... but yeah i show up drunk so they're all like hmmm shes still up to the same shit.
The only person that believes me when i say i haven't drank all fucking summer is Robert... and he only believes me because he hasn't heard about me doing any wild shit.... hmmm i dunno what the fuck i'm suppose to think abotu that. woohooo everyone thinks i'm an alcoholic... well fucking sweet.
so yeah anyhow... today really sucked... i had fun hanging out with nicole... shes a fucking rad mofo... and i love her to pieces... and i'm sorry for any drama i caused her in her life. I'm gald we hung out and i'm sorry if you didn' have fun.
and kerstin... i dunno what to say to you... i'm sorry we don't hang out anymore... it's different between us and i dunno if its something i did... but i'm sorry and i hope we stay good friends while i'm off college.
ASHLEY... i freakin miss you... My parents are going outta town adn i thought we could pull some of our old stunts... but then agian maybe we should lay off. i mean my mom is getting grey hair because of all our shit. I love you bunches... HOLLER
today was my day off. yeah it was pretty much a waste of time. i should have just worked because it was boring and i didn't really do anything that i wanted to do.
so yeah anyway... i'm still cold from the football game... well actually i just got home from the football game and i just started to sober up so i'm just starting to get cold.
hmmm i dunno i soooooooooooooooooooooooooo wish that i hadn't drank. It's sad.... because the last time i hung out with people was at my white tee party and thats when i was drunk. Most people haven't seen me all summer and they have no idea what i've been up to... but yeah i show up drunk so they're all like hmmm shes still up to the same shit.
The only person that believes me when i say i haven't drank all fucking summer is Robert... and he only believes me because he hasn't heard about me doing any wild shit.... hmmm i dunno what the fuck i'm suppose to think abotu that. woohooo everyone thinks i'm an alcoholic... well fucking sweet.
so yeah anyhow... today really sucked... i had fun hanging out with nicole... shes a fucking rad mofo... and i love her to pieces... and i'm sorry for any drama i caused her in her life. I'm gald we hung out and i'm sorry if you didn' have fun.
and kerstin... i dunno what to say to you... i'm sorry we don't hang out anymore... it's different between us and i dunno if its something i did... but i'm sorry and i hope we stay good friends while i'm off college.
ASHLEY... i freakin miss you... My parents are going outta town adn i thought we could pull some of our old stunts... but then agian maybe we should lay off. i mean my mom is getting grey hair because of all our shit. I love you bunches... HOLLER