May 01, 2008 21:22
So I broke my heart tonight.
It hurts worse than anyone could ever say..
My heart feels like swollen...and I just don't feel like really doing anything..
He's been consuming my day...all of it..i want him...and i shouldn't have let it get this far but i couldn't help it... he IS a great guy...all the things i look for and god..I can't type anymore...
I'm really going to miss it and I feel like an idiot.
can't really type anymore about this.
this hurts...very bad