I'm starting to deserve this..

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I am so tired of everything..

So tired of putting on masks..that I haven't even been able to recently..
Always stone faced..tears..and now I'm tired of that too..
I just can't handle this much longer..

I can't take all this pain..so much pressure in my chest..
I can't breath anymore..
I can never breath..
It hurts too much..my lungs can't even expand..

The only thing I have left is pain..and the only way to stop that pain is with more pain..

I'm losing myself.

When is it enough..

I'm so tired..

I just want it to end..

I don't know how to begin to fix it all...

"Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn't go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew then disappeared
The curtains flew then he appeared
Saying don't be afraid
Come on baby, and she had no fear
And she ran to him
Then they started to fly
They looked backward and said goodbye
She had become like they are
She had taken his hand
She had become like they are
Come on baby...don't fear the reaper."