Jul 03, 2005 19:15
finally playing with amy tomorrow. first time all summer i think..i cant remember that far back. we're going to somerset so i can make a makeup appointment so i can look pretty for my senior pics next week. ewww sooo dont want to do that...2 reasons: 1, professional photographers scare me because they put you in annoying stupid poses at bar mitzvahs and you look like a gaytard in all your pictures..2, i have this awful feeling that theyre gonna turn out horrible and its gonna suck and 10 years from now people are gonna se my picture and be like "ew that sucks for her". anyway...the boy situation is uber annoying and i dont know what to do about it, because any decision that i make makes me the bitch, either to myself or someone else. and for all the people ive told, the way its turning out so far, 0 out of 2, as usual. its always 2 and i never gte either. grr. its frustrating, but i do it to myself.
random rant of the day: labels. i hate when people label themselves as emo or preppy or whatever...its annoying because then they feel they need to live up to some made up expectation thats put on that label by nobody in particular. then they end up acting certain ways because they think they have to and they completely dont. people shouldnt care about shit like that because it makes life 1283746 times harder than it has to be, especially at this age. kay, i think im done...for now lol.
love.