stressed like never before...
tomorrow is completely up in the air and its making me nervous...i dont know if im going to the funeral or sitting shiva or what, and i dont even know if im going to be able to get my senior pictures done..and if i do theyre gonna look like shit because i got the thing today saying i cant wear shirts with stuff on them. i didnt even think about it, and most of the clothes i was going to wear had writing all over them...so i tore my house up looking for plain t shirts. turns out i own 3, and im wearing them tomorrow. its gonna be an adventure. i reallly wanted to use lindseys straightner because mine suck asscrack, but nobodys gonna be home early/late enough for me to get it. grr. im soo annoyed with the way things are going right now.
but my face cleared up nicely. thats cute.
and i did my nails. theyre pretty and clean and filed and painted.
but i know im gonna wake up tomorrow and my hair is gonna be doing some gay idiotic thing like it always does.
i dont have shoes to wear. i decided im either going to be super cool and wear my vans with all the outfits or be super boho and not wear shoes at all. which is why i gave myself a pedicure. just in case.
so now that tomorrow (until 3) is in the toilet, the day can only go up from there, right?
not so much. boy issues are coming back to haunt me in the form of a super cute emo idiot thing...
gah, i dont know how to feel. i do know that i feel like painting, but i dont want to because i know im gonna get paint in my hair or something and its just not worth it now.
i saw lana and reva and lindsey and amy and alex for the first time in a loooong time. i just saw amy the other day, but that was the first time all summer i think, so it was still nice. we watched donnie darko. creepy movie, HOT boy. i think about 5 minutes into the movie, everyone was very clear about how i feel about jake gyllenhaal. and in case you dont know, he is by far the hottest prettiest most beautiful piece of yummmmm that there is. get it? lol. i think lanas parents got the message. i was for sure obnoxious...but thats why they all love me :).
uber long entry. dont you just love it?
love.
but my face cleared up nicely. thats cute.
and i did my nails. theyre pretty and clean and filed and painted.
but i know im gonna wake up tomorrow and my hair is gonna be doing some gay idiotic thing like it always does.
i dont have shoes to wear. i decided im either going to be super cool and wear my vans with all the outfits or be super boho and not wear shoes at all. which is why i gave myself a pedicure. just in case.
so now that tomorrow (until 3) is in the toilet, the day can only go up from there, right?
not so much. boy issues are coming back to haunt me in the form of a super cute emo idiot thing...
gah, i dont know how to feel. i do know that i feel like painting, but i dont want to because i know im gonna get paint in my hair or something and its just not worth it now.
i saw lana and reva and lindsey and amy and alex for the first time in a loooong time. i just saw amy the other day, but that was the first time all summer i think, so it was still nice. we watched donnie darko. creepy movie, HOT boy. i think about 5 minutes into the movie, everyone was very clear about how i feel about jake gyllenhaal. and in case you dont know, he is by far the hottest prettiest most beautiful piece of yummmmm that there is. get it? lol. i think lanas parents got the message. i was for sure obnoxious...but thats why they all love me :).
uber long entry. dont you just love it?
love.