weddings are awesome
well i just realized even more how much of an impatient person i am. i just tryed to leave a message in corns journal but it took like 5 secondds so i stopped. i just wish i wasnt so impatient. it would make a lot of things less complicated.
my cousins wedding was this weekend. i had so much fun with the fam-bam. we all got pretty tipsy and danced and talked and had a grand ol time. im so glad that im close with my family cause lately i have felt pretty unwanted lately. maybe unwanted isnt the word but ive just felt like no one wants to hang out with my anymore. anyways, after the open bar closed at midnight my cousins and me decided to go to the bar, mind you that i was the only one without a boyfriend, awesome. i got into the bar without an id which was sweet. then my counsins bfriend bought us a long island and then i bought one and then some guys bought us a shot of oatmeal cookie, it was delicious. i was so happy for my cousin who got married. she looked awesome and her husband is the coolest guy ever. i just hope im like that one day. she was so happy. i want my wedding to be exactly the same. everything went so perfect.
the day after the wedding we had to go to church of course. i was pissed at first but then once mass started it was amazing. we had a black priest and he was hillarious. all he talked about was giving him money and for us to go to sleep if we wanted to. if all priests were that entertaining it would definitly make church less of a bore and i would probably want to go more often.
i went out on the lake with brian the other day. probably not a good idea cause i had fun but now i just cant stop thinking about him. this is really quite pathetic. i just cant wait to go to back to college so i wont have to drive by his house 5 times a day, or see him get on his boat every other day, or have the erge to call him to hang out when im drunk. i think im gonna like pinch myself everytime i think about him so i stop. "pinch" well that didnt hurt, i guess ill have to find another way.
well im supposed to go out on the boat soon but who knows when my friends will call me to go. i hate waiting, i need to find a hobbie or something, but it seems whenever i start to do something, i want to be doing something else. i wish i could just change my personality or something. well katie just called...yay....damn shes not coming over yet. oh well i have nothin else of importance to say.
jacci
p.s. i think i want a boyfriend.....if it was only easy enough to get one, i suck at getting guys...
my cousins wedding was this weekend. i had so much fun with the fam-bam. we all got pretty tipsy and danced and talked and had a grand ol time. im so glad that im close with my family cause lately i have felt pretty unwanted lately. maybe unwanted isnt the word but ive just felt like no one wants to hang out with my anymore. anyways, after the open bar closed at midnight my cousins and me decided to go to the bar, mind you that i was the only one without a boyfriend, awesome. i got into the bar without an id which was sweet. then my counsins bfriend bought us a long island and then i bought one and then some guys bought us a shot of oatmeal cookie, it was delicious. i was so happy for my cousin who got married. she looked awesome and her husband is the coolest guy ever. i just hope im like that one day. she was so happy. i want my wedding to be exactly the same. everything went so perfect.
the day after the wedding we had to go to church of course. i was pissed at first but then once mass started it was amazing. we had a black priest and he was hillarious. all he talked about was giving him money and for us to go to sleep if we wanted to. if all priests were that entertaining it would definitly make church less of a bore and i would probably want to go more often.
i went out on the lake with brian the other day. probably not a good idea cause i had fun but now i just cant stop thinking about him. this is really quite pathetic. i just cant wait to go to back to college so i wont have to drive by his house 5 times a day, or see him get on his boat every other day, or have the erge to call him to hang out when im drunk. i think im gonna like pinch myself everytime i think about him so i stop. "pinch" well that didnt hurt, i guess ill have to find another way.
well im supposed to go out on the boat soon but who knows when my friends will call me to go. i hate waiting, i need to find a hobbie or something, but it seems whenever i start to do something, i want to be doing something else. i wish i could just change my personality or something. well katie just called...yay....damn shes not coming over yet. oh well i have nothin else of importance to say.
jacci
p.s. i think i want a boyfriend.....if it was only easy enough to get one, i suck at getting guys...