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[basilika]

I scrolled through a couple of entries here (all of them older than a year, some two), and I am shocked to see how much better I was. More emotional (not always a good thing, but in this particular case - very much so), more dedicated, more passionate. A better writer, a better storyteller. I am not excellent, don't worry, no horn blowing going on here, but better than I am now. Even when I was a whiny little bitch (and let's face it, darling, I am always a pure cut whiny little bitch), I was more interesting than I am now.

Which, of course, is a sure sign that I am not doing well.

But, but, at least now I know. I am not doing well. And I can work on it.

So wait and see, I will start posting bullshit (fun bullshit) soon enough.