Sex and the City
So tonight I finished watching the entire show of Sex and the City. After watching every single episode I must say that the movie was a pretty good ending except for Steve cheating and Samantha breaking up with Smith. I especially think that Samantha breaking up with Smith is the worst part.
My head hurts from crying today. I think I'm dehydrated. Dani never called/texted me to see what we are doing tomorrow. She said we would hang out in the morning...but I have a lot of stuff to do as far as reading/hw/studying/prac!! Must prac. I didn't today because I am in mourning over the displacement of Ben. It is going to be really hard with him in Cincinnati. I look on my map on my wall and think about how freaking far away it is. I'm so proud of him getting into that school. I proper school. I feel selfish for wanting him to be here. I know he has to go. I'm just really sad. Sad isn't even the right word.
I hope I get a student soon. Even $20 a week will be more than I'm making now. Maybe I will take that museum coat check job until I get some students. I need to start doing something about making money.
Its so weird to live alone. I've never lived alone where no one cares whether or not you come home at night or if you have a guest that stays for a month. I have a feeling I might go for days without seeing anyone here. Tonight I heard people in the living room on the other side of my wall. They were speaking in some African language and listening to African music. It was really cool sounding. I probably would have been more excited about it if I weren't so upset.
I look at the pictures on my wall: Ben, Kate, Theresa. All in different places. All in different time zones from each other. Will we ever all be in the same time zone again? I miss them all. Kate in England. Theresa in Southern California. Ben in Ohio. I love them all. And I am not with any of them anymore.
Counting today there are 40 more days until I see my love! My darling! My babuh! I am counting down the seconds. I bought my plane tickets today! I want to cry right now but I think I've used up all my tears. The release wont come. I miss my Ben.
My head hurts from crying today. I think I'm dehydrated. Dani never called/texted me to see what we are doing tomorrow. She said we would hang out in the morning...but I have a lot of stuff to do as far as reading/hw/studying/prac!! Must prac. I didn't today because I am in mourning over the displacement of Ben. It is going to be really hard with him in Cincinnati. I look on my map on my wall and think about how freaking far away it is. I'm so proud of him getting into that school. I proper school. I feel selfish for wanting him to be here. I know he has to go. I'm just really sad. Sad isn't even the right word.
I hope I get a student soon. Even $20 a week will be more than I'm making now. Maybe I will take that museum coat check job until I get some students. I need to start doing something about making money.
Its so weird to live alone. I've never lived alone where no one cares whether or not you come home at night or if you have a guest that stays for a month. I have a feeling I might go for days without seeing anyone here. Tonight I heard people in the living room on the other side of my wall. They were speaking in some African language and listening to African music. It was really cool sounding. I probably would have been more excited about it if I weren't so upset.
I look at the pictures on my wall: Ben, Kate, Theresa. All in different places. All in different time zones from each other. Will we ever all be in the same time zone again? I miss them all. Kate in England. Theresa in Southern California. Ben in Ohio. I love them all. And I am not with any of them anymore.
Counting today there are 40 more days until I see my love! My darling! My babuh! I am counting down the seconds. I bought my plane tickets today! I want to cry right now but I think I've used up all my tears. The release wont come. I miss my Ben.