Doushiyo~!
Jealous.. Jealous.. Jealous.. Jealous.. Jealous.. Jealous..
In case you didn't gather already, i'm jealous!!!
I'm talking to my friend on msn (It takes about 3/4 of an hour for us to get to each others houses so we just talk on msn for convinience sake), and she's saying about how she had a great time with her friend yesterday, who just happens to be a guy, who she happens to kinda like. They went to London and had an awesome time, whilst i was stuck here. It's so unfair being friend with her~ whenever i'm really upset, she talks about how happy she is and expects me to just get over my problem at the wink of an eye. But when *she's* upset, i'm not aloud to be happy about something! I can't talk about what i'm happy about we have to talk about what she's unhappy about! Don't get me wrong, i'm happy she's found someone.. well, she isn't going out with this guy yet but this guy obviously has a crush on her & she obviously likes him.. but i want someone too! She's just talking about it and i'm thinking, why can't a nice guy like me?
I mean, sure, there are guys at my school that seem to like me, but i don't like them much.. they're such attention-seeking, look-at-me, i'm-gonna-shout-and-distrupt-the-whole-class kinda boys.. and they're the sort to be mean to me to get my attention. Does that even work with anyone anymore!? But the guys i like don't like me. Ya know, the smart, intelligent, funny, kind, sweet boys that just aren't looking for a girlfriend!!?
I know i'm gonna regret writing this, usually my friend is really sweet but she's just really bugging me at the moment! So yeah.. i needed to let it out.. i need comforting!!! >_
In case you didn't gather already, i'm jealous!!!
I'm talking to my friend on msn (It takes about 3/4 of an hour for us to get to each others houses so we just talk on msn for convinience sake), and she's saying about how she had a great time with her friend yesterday, who just happens to be a guy, who she happens to kinda like. They went to London and had an awesome time, whilst i was stuck here. It's so unfair being friend with her~ whenever i'm really upset, she talks about how happy she is and expects me to just get over my problem at the wink of an eye. But when *she's* upset, i'm not aloud to be happy about something! I can't talk about what i'm happy about we have to talk about what she's unhappy about! Don't get me wrong, i'm happy she's found someone.. well, she isn't going out with this guy yet but this guy obviously has a crush on her & she obviously likes him.. but i want someone too! She's just talking about it and i'm thinking, why can't a nice guy like me?
I mean, sure, there are guys at my school that seem to like me, but i don't like them much.. they're such attention-seeking, look-at-me, i'm-gonna-shout-and-distrupt-the-whole-class kinda boys.. and they're the sort to be mean to me to get my attention. Does that even work with anyone anymore!? But the guys i like don't like me. Ya know, the smart, intelligent, funny, kind, sweet boys that just aren't looking for a girlfriend!!?
I know i'm gonna regret writing this, usually my friend is really sweet but she's just really bugging me at the moment! So yeah.. i needed to let it out.. i need comforting!!! >_