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[bashfull3]

I've been extremely busy this year with school and work. Sometimes I wonder if I am moving to fast with everything.I have completely missed a lot of my friends and if it weren't for a cell I would be screwed.I love every single one of my friends but hanging out with them is what I miss most.I want to spend major time with people but there aren't enough hours in the day for me to spend time with everyone.I am a complete dork about somethings.Like I completely want to go to another state and spend a week and just enjoy the city life nightlife and daily routines of city people.I am also wanting to tell some people a few things but just don't know how to do it.I'm afraid and scared and I dunno.LIke I completely keep things to myself anymore because where I never get to see anyone.I know this sounds completely random and that it is but what else can I say except that I'm not sure what some would say.I know there are a few that would care less, but others I dunno.Sometimes I wonder myself why things happen the way that they do.And if you're wondering then maybe you should call me to find out,but I'm not going to tell ya everything.I am completely surprised with myself at times.I have thought wonderful things lately but I have also thought of some really horrible things.Like I don't even want to discuss.Life is a little confusing at times as we all know but sometimes I wonder.

Steph I hope you are having a great time in Columbus!!!I really want to hang out next week.Call me!