yeah...thanks for making me a fighter
yeah so i saw hairspray last night and it was awesome...its my new favorite musical...things have been awesome lately...i feel so happy cauyse i just dont give a shit any more...like im good on my own i have great friends and i dont need anything or anyone else...spending so much time on focusing and contemplating why things didnt work out is such wasted time now...it sucked and it made me feel so sad all the time...im independet and loving it...i dont have to think about impressing anyone anymore... i can just be myself and not care when people dont love me for it...i was judged and sad for so long but now it like "fuck it and fuck you"...and when people i care about and dont wanna care about do asshole things im glad because it makes me that much easier to pack up my feelings and move on...i used to be so destroyed when certian people that i had certian feelings for would make me feel not so good...now i smile because it makes them one step closer from leaving my heart im like "when you're an asshole to me it just makes it all so much easier"....there are a few songs and lyrics that sum up how i feel
1) "i cant make you love me" an awesome song
"i cant make you love me if you dont
i cant make your heart feel something it wont"
2)"are you happy now" by michelle branch
"can you tell it to my face
cause im about to break cause im happy now
are you happy now?"
3)"big blonde and beautiful" from hairspray just makes me feel good about who i am
4) "fighter" by christina of course
"makes me just a little bit wiser
made my skin a little bit thicker
makes me that much stronger
so thanks for making me a fighter" this song makes me feel like all of things that happened in the past year were good even though they sucked because it made me stronger
im having the most amazing summer because now i can leave the shit behind...i dont need anything more then what i have...there are no holes in my life...i dont need someone to love me and fuck me because i have what really matters and thats friends...and it used to hurt when i didnt have someone to kiss goodnight but now i feel independent...i am the one that is at the wheel and i control how i feel...and no matter how dick people are ..and how lonely it is ...im stronger because of it...i dont need anyone but me to feel good...and its all going be just fine fine fine
1) "i cant make you love me" an awesome song
"i cant make you love me if you dont
i cant make your heart feel something it wont"
2)"are you happy now" by michelle branch
"can you tell it to my face
cause im about to break cause im happy now
are you happy now?"
3)"big blonde and beautiful" from hairspray just makes me feel good about who i am
4) "fighter" by christina of course
"makes me just a little bit wiser
made my skin a little bit thicker
makes me that much stronger
so thanks for making me a fighter" this song makes me feel like all of things that happened in the past year were good even though they sucked because it made me stronger
im having the most amazing summer because now i can leave the shit behind...i dont need anything more then what i have...there are no holes in my life...i dont need someone to love me and fuck me because i have what really matters and thats friends...and it used to hurt when i didnt have someone to kiss goodnight but now i feel independent...i am the one that is at the wheel and i control how i feel...and no matter how dick people are ..and how lonely it is ...im stronger because of it...i dont need anyone but me to feel good...and its all going be just fine fine fine