they love to tell you stay inside the lines

Feb 17, 2003 19:31

I've been so unlucky
im no good at playing games
i remember their faces
forget their names
i thought i found the right one
but he hasn't found me
so i bundle up my emotions and start
looking for the right one
will the right one ever come along?
they say there's no use running after something you'll never get
but my heart says dont let go
~art garfunkle
yeah day of boredom...read a little watched some movies...shoveled...ate...it needs to be the summer and i need to be at the beach blowing smoke at the stars...there needs to be lightening bugs and sun showers and running through the sprinklers...this vacation its sucking a little cause of the snow...this winter has been tooo long...i might go to rhode island this weekend but i dont know...i wanna hang out with people here and cause the world hates me i dont get to...and im sooo happy with my friends now but i miss some people from last year...they changed or i changed and that sucks...no one is genuine anymore...it all looks like a picture taken from behind a dirty window...you cant see peoples true colors anymore because they're hidden behind a layer of boring gray dust...i miss when people weren't afraid to be contraversal...its all becaome so boring and an indsustry of cool...i miss the level of intensity and wildness ever person i have ever been friends with has a had a certian wildness and a creative spark but these people are a dying breed...linds kat and al are the last of my wild friends everyone i meet now is so bland i wanna puke...anyone reading this needs to embrace there wild side because its whats really important...there is always that chance we could die tomarrow and we are young.. i wont or let anyone from now on restrain themselves...im only intressted in what is not restrained and real...no one ever has insipid thoughts its just that everyone changes what they feel to fit what society or the people around them want them to say...everyone needs to be honest and let everything loose...cause its not the time in our lives to live small...
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