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i dont know if things are working out.....like its weird. sometimes im so sure things are the way i want them to be and then others im just not satisfied. i seriously suck at this--figuring out what i want i mean. theres not clear solution to what i should do. i feel like i should give it time cause i mean what do i have to lose but then again i just wanna be......AHH IDK. its really hard. i know i care but do i care enough? i guess thats what i have to figure out. although i honestly have no clue how to do that.
i am so confused.
i am so confused.