a lot of stuff i guess
Man, i wish sometimes i could rewind stuff, because then i wouldn't have been stupid with Kelly, i wish things were better between me and her, it seems fine on the internet, btu she never seems to wanna talk to me over the phone anymore, and it's so hard, because i still think of her all the time, wishing i were there, but i have this image in my head of me in las vegas at an air-port and her standing there starring at me for a few seconds then turning around and leaving without saying a word, i dunno, i just wish we were still cool, i miss her so much! Another thing i wanted to talk about was one of my best friends J Diddey (Justin Cunningham). Well, very very unfortunately his grandfather (basically like a father seeing as how he lived with his grandparents)passed away, he had a brain aneurysm, and the ambulance arrived to take him to the hospital, but, there was no way anyone could have done anything else, he was a good man, and a funny one at that too. I remember him coming into justin's room in the morning to wake us up one day when Evan, Haydn, and I had all spent the night and he walked in saying all this stuff about how Evan has a cute butt, and putting his hands under the covers, jokingly of course, he was truly an individual, and everything had to be done his way, especially weed-eating (lol). I miss him, he was another thing i had to look forward to along with seeing Justin on my frequent trips to Justin's house. We all went over to his house after school today and just messed around with each other and try to not think about it, although there would be s few times when i would feel i don't know, guilty i guess for knowing that i was having fun when something like this had just happened, well, i'm sure it was evident to Justin too, because we were having a blast at his house. On a better note, I'm not failing Spanish 2 anymore! And My favorite band is Thursday! I love them soooo much, but i wanna listen to some Glassjaw or Senses Fail right now. I think i broke a bone in my foot today when i kicked a metal feeding can with my chuck taylor's (paper thin) on, hurt so bad. Well i'm missing all my friends right now and i am so thankful for them ALL, but i will try to update more often, and leave messages if you want, actually, try to leave at least one thing, i like reading the comments, give me something to do besides polish my drum set and play guitar, and if anyone wants to get a hold of me on AIM, my new screen name is "Based on nothing", so shoot me a message if you can, you can even be someone i don't know, like one of Kelly's friends, or any of my friend's friends, just send me something, please. Well i hope everyone reading has a great month, i love December, Christmas!!!!!!!!! -Jeff