If you EEEEEEEEEEVER leave me! lol
hmmmmmmmmm lets see today was frieken awsome! I love school! I got to see alot of people that I didnt see over the summer and im totally ready to start bearing the light of jesus at FMHS (might have started helping plant one with the tag team help of rach SWEET!) but as much as I love everyone at school its the people at riverside that trully changed me for the better! Had a talk with Derick today to thank him for all hes done and about the future so that was sweet. I have friends at school, but I have a family at riverside and thats something that will stay in my heart for ever. Its a truly awsome experience that anyone that hasnt gone must go at least once to experience its awsomeness (I love that non-word lol).
Now about Mannys current predicament. I was pretty set on telling her how I feel on her this week however I have been thinking about it very hard the last couple of days and Im not sure if this is the right time or not.
Theory 1) Why am I gonna try and force a relationship? Truly she told me a couple weeks ago that she really had no desire in dating anyone so why would I try to force something that she doesnt want (I dont think ive changed her mind in that short time) Yes I like her alot and I would love to be closer to her but heck shes a FANTASTIC friend and seriously ive been just a friend all my life so waiting it out till the right times not gonna kill me!
Theory 2) Why am I gonna wait? Theres only so many more months that I have left in FM and every minute I spend waiting could be a minute I could spend with her. No im not sure if she likes me but im willing to take the chance with a girl like her. Am I worried that its gonna mess up our friend relationship? No, shes way to sweet to let a stupid thing like this mess up a friend ship. Ive been single all my life and finally found the girl that I seriously like (not for her looks but for the amazing personality that she has and the way that she carries herself) so why am I gonna wait it out.
torn between two theorys but the lord permiting Ill choose the right one and really either way I either come out with an amazing GF or an Amazing friend so really im not bothered by it cause the lord knows whats best and he'll guide me to making the right choice!
Now about Mannys current predicament. I was pretty set on telling her how I feel on her this week however I have been thinking about it very hard the last couple of days and Im not sure if this is the right time or not.
Theory 1) Why am I gonna try and force a relationship? Truly she told me a couple weeks ago that she really had no desire in dating anyone so why would I try to force something that she doesnt want (I dont think ive changed her mind in that short time) Yes I like her alot and I would love to be closer to her but heck shes a FANTASTIC friend and seriously ive been just a friend all my life so waiting it out till the right times not gonna kill me!
Theory 2) Why am I gonna wait? Theres only so many more months that I have left in FM and every minute I spend waiting could be a minute I could spend with her. No im not sure if she likes me but im willing to take the chance with a girl like her. Am I worried that its gonna mess up our friend relationship? No, shes way to sweet to let a stupid thing like this mess up a friend ship. Ive been single all my life and finally found the girl that I seriously like (not for her looks but for the amazing personality that she has and the way that she carries herself) so why am I gonna wait it out.
torn between two theorys but the lord permiting Ill choose the right one and really either way I either come out with an amazing GF or an Amazing friend so really im not bothered by it cause the lord knows whats best and he'll guide me to making the right choice!