*sigh*
Today is a long, boring day. I'm supposed to be studying with Filip right now, but I just blew him off to take a nap. I'm a slacker. My phone keeps ringing, but I'm not answering it today, cus I don't feel like it.
Anyways Robert left this morning, to go back to Key West, for what we figured was 32 days!!! thats forever. I'm gonna miss him :(
and for my complaining today, since I do that everyday. Kurt left without really saying goodbye. that sucks cus we were supposed to do something yesterday and I guess he forgot, though he says it's cus I left, but I waited all day and then I was like whatever I'm not waiting anymore .. so I left. We talked on the internet to say bye, that's not the same. Kurt is one of my favorite people ever and lately we don't even talk and that makes me really sad, cus I want us to be friends forever but that wont happen if he lives right next door to me and we can't even say bye to each other. it sucks cus me, him, ryan, & cheryl used to do so much together everyday!! and now we don't .. I see ryan and cheryl .. but no kurt. what's with that? I want my kurtis back, so does my mom. she loves him and always wants to see him and for me to bring him back home again. but he's gone now ... :(
I lost my buddy ...
I think I'm just sad that I haven't seen him in a while, so that makes not saying bye a really big deal, even though it's really not .. cus I'm sure he'll be on the internet or something. But I had a cute Christmas card for him and now I can't give it to him until after New Years!!!
Kurt I miss you .. please be my best buddy again.
I'm sitting here listening to Christmas Music, cus that makes me happy. I can't wait to go home to my house ... all decorated!! and my babies .. all cute. and then I can give them their presents ... which are awesome!
Anyways Robert left this morning, to go back to Key West, for what we figured was 32 days!!! thats forever. I'm gonna miss him :(
and for my complaining today, since I do that everyday. Kurt left without really saying goodbye. that sucks cus we were supposed to do something yesterday and I guess he forgot, though he says it's cus I left, but I waited all day and then I was like whatever I'm not waiting anymore .. so I left. We talked on the internet to say bye, that's not the same. Kurt is one of my favorite people ever and lately we don't even talk and that makes me really sad, cus I want us to be friends forever but that wont happen if he lives right next door to me and we can't even say bye to each other. it sucks cus me, him, ryan, & cheryl used to do so much together everyday!! and now we don't .. I see ryan and cheryl .. but no kurt. what's with that? I want my kurtis back, so does my mom. she loves him and always wants to see him and for me to bring him back home again. but he's gone now ... :(
I lost my buddy ...
I think I'm just sad that I haven't seen him in a while, so that makes not saying bye a really big deal, even though it's really not .. cus I'm sure he'll be on the internet or something. But I had a cute Christmas card for him and now I can't give it to him until after New Years!!!
Kurt I miss you .. please be my best buddy again.
I'm sitting here listening to Christmas Music, cus that makes me happy. I can't wait to go home to my house ... all decorated!! and my babies .. all cute. and then I can give them their presents ... which are awesome!