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watch out for my flailing arms as you carry my lifeless body.
electical impulses, chemicals mixed, or a creation of God.
whatever it is, it's all that's left.
you are my soulmate.
there's so much i wanted to say but livejournal is the worst thing every created and wouldnt work for the past hour.
so close to so many things tonight. but, story of my life, none of them completed. one person was there for me. one. not one i expected, but she answered when the bell tolled.
i know im still in love because it's alive in me enough for me to hate. hate everything. im too stubborn to let this pain go, even if im capable, which im not so sure i am. letting the pain go means letting you go. that's something i promised i'd never do.
just remember, when one link of the chain is broken and must leave...the others will tighten, just for you. i promise.
electical impulses, chemicals mixed, or a creation of God.
whatever it is, it's all that's left.
you are my soulmate.
there's so much i wanted to say but livejournal is the worst thing every created and wouldnt work for the past hour.
so close to so many things tonight. but, story of my life, none of them completed. one person was there for me. one. not one i expected, but she answered when the bell tolled.
i know im still in love because it's alive in me enough for me to hate. hate everything. im too stubborn to let this pain go, even if im capable, which im not so sure i am. letting the pain go means letting you go. that's something i promised i'd never do.
just remember, when one link of the chain is broken and must leave...the others will tighten, just for you. i promise.