Never let school get in the way of your education.
Its been a while since i wrote here so sorry about that. Alots been goin on and i think i can deal with it but i dont really want to. I mostly jus dont want things to change. I loved being off all day not doing anything all summer long and not having a care in the world. But now i hav to do bullshit summer fuckin homework which is really pissing me off. I have to outline 6 chpaters in substantial detail and the chatpers are 20 pages about the boringest horseshit in the world that discovery channel addicts switch from to watch like love connection if it comes on tv. I've done 4 of them but i got 2 left and still hav a lil more hw left in some of my other subjects but i'm hopin they wont take up as much of my time as the assignment from hell has done to me. I mean seriously, it has taken up an entire day. I spent 5 hours just 2day doin this shit. It made me miss talkin to my gf which really made me mad especially after everything i thought about her today and how lucky i am. I just wanted to come home after soccer and talk to her and make her laugh, but nooooo. i gotta come home and do bio hw cuz my life is run by school. ok i'm done bitching i think. I'm still lagged from the trip i took up to Mass for my cousins wedding, where i met all the sane members of my family only to find i know about 5% of my relatives. But i did get to see Kelly on monday even tho it was only a few hours which was so great and helped me out so much jus like gettin me off my ass to get shit done. I was thinkin today and like shes had a huge influence in my life, i know that sounds so gay and that i sound like a group conselor/help group but shes helped me do so much that i dont know if i could even hav survived alone even tho she'd say she didnt do anything. and i wish i could tell her in words how much she means to me and jus like everythin in my head and my heart that is tied to her but we aint got no words to do anythin like that which i'm very disappointed cuz there have been so many times where i wish i could jus say wat exactly it is i feel but it always comes out not exactly wat i wanted to say. but i'm gonna keep tryin even if i never a way to do it. i got soccer 2morrow and more bio hw to do, and if i'm lucky i can finish it but its a long shot. but i cant really think of anythin else to say right now so i'm gonna jet. i'll try and be back before another month goes by. later