May 20, 2006 22:45
one year.
God, I was such a pathetically optimistic fool...I most likely still am.
and now everything is different.
at least with this.
I came home to a box that had happiness in it.
I came home to something of worth.
I"M NOT COMING HOME FOR MOST OF THE SUMMER...if you stayed on AIM i could have told you that...it's okay, i like you anyway.
I'm here in my place.
mine.
not yours.
I told my photo class that the reason all my pictures were depressing was because thats the only solid human emotion. its the only one that no matter what is happening in your life is constant. They looked at me funny...i don't think they agree.
I'm not sure I want to.
I like to write these things out just to see the way the words look...the way they caress a digital page, and the way that they make a road to some unknown place that we've marked as our own.
time to do this....................do what know?
You were the last good thing I every saw...