Pointless rant
My cousin is coming over tomorrow, rather unexpectedly, 'cause he's got some job interview in here and needs a place to stay overnight. I decided to skip my only class tomorrow, because I have so much shit to do for Thursday, which I was planning to do in the afternoon/evening, but won't be able to since my cousin's gonna be here. But damn, I'm feeling rather pathetic and guilty about it already. It's not like it's the first time I'm skipping a class, but still... *sigh* It really wouldn't surprise me if I decided to go at the last moment anyway.
Other than that, my days are now filled only with school and doing homework. I can't even read as many fan fics as I used to, 'cause I simply don't have the time. That's never happened before, unless it was an exam period. I want my free time back! I want to be a pathetic slacker without a life again. I'm really not cut out to be a scholar or anything. Also, I'm probably gonna kill the next person who tells me that 'linguistics is so easy, right?' D:
Also, it seems like everyone around me is getting pregnant suddenly. I was planning to dedicate a whole entry to this topic, but I guess I'll pass. Let it just be said that I'm rather bewildered and feel kinda old.
What else, what else. Nothing much. I usually just feel sorry for myself these days, so everything's pretty much normal. Oh, I found out that I'm incapable of maintaining any kind of a social life. It's been pretty obvious for a few years now, but I've finally admitted it to myself just recently. Can't say I feel better or anything now, after that important epiphany. Speaking about epiphanies, I don't really care about House much anymore, which makes me kinda sad :/ Oh well.
Yes, I'm aware this rant is totally pointless and probably doesn't even really make sense. But I'm half asleep and disillusioned, so cut me some slack. If I was a different kind of a person, I'd be probably getting drunk right about now. But I'm me, so I'll read some angst and then go to bed. Night.
Other than that, my days are now filled only with school and doing homework. I can't even read as many fan fics as I used to, 'cause I simply don't have the time. That's never happened before, unless it was an exam period. I want my free time back! I want to be a pathetic slacker without a life again. I'm really not cut out to be a scholar or anything. Also, I'm probably gonna kill the next person who tells me that 'linguistics is so easy, right?' D:
Also, it seems like everyone around me is getting pregnant suddenly. I was planning to dedicate a whole entry to this topic, but I guess I'll pass. Let it just be said that I'm rather bewildered and feel kinda old.
What else, what else. Nothing much. I usually just feel sorry for myself these days, so everything's pretty much normal. Oh, I found out that I'm incapable of maintaining any kind of a social life. It's been pretty obvious for a few years now, but I've finally admitted it to myself just recently. Can't say I feel better or anything now, after that important epiphany. Speaking about epiphanies, I don't really care about House much anymore, which makes me kinda sad :/ Oh well.
Yes, I'm aware this rant is totally pointless and probably doesn't even really make sense. But I'm half asleep and disillusioned, so cut me some slack. If I was a different kind of a person, I'd be probably getting drunk right about now. But I'm me, so I'll read some angst and then go to bed. Night.