Anyone got a lighter?
I really want to torch this stack of papers on my desk that just came over from my attorny this morning.
Ten pages later I have a headache, my jaw aches from clenching it most of the time, my throat's raw from screaming at no one, and any sort of rein I had on my temper snapped a long time ago; the short of it is... this is fucking stupid!
3 years later we're still doing the same fucking tap dance, only now he's got some new spear chucker who's trying to chuck old evidence and rulings out the window. I'm sorry, it's not that easy to sweep the fact that the man denied his son in court. Christ they're saying I'm still unemployed! He's still trying to weasel out of more child support and he's back to his typical song and dance of wanting half of legal custody! He wants reasonable visition rights, and I'm fine with that but I'm defining reasonable given my son has no idea who this wacko is! And this bull shit nonsence about me only having temporary sole physical custody is also bull shit. I was awarded FULL custody, physical and legal and he was denied visitation after saying it wasn't his kid. He said that in Uniform, in court... in my opinion for all you patriotic people he just discrased that uniform he wears and is so proud of. All it is, like his son, and like I was when I was some rail thin hot bartender are status symbols for him to show off and get attention for and my son will have no part of that maniac's self centered universe!
He can visit CJ but in-state only, no over night, and never without supervision. I won't have him making CJ uncomfortable and then not hearing his cries. I mean jeez, CJ get's upset when Grandma drops him off and goes home, and cries for Momma when he's at Grandma's house, I don't want to imagine him left alone with this nut job aside from the fact that the man would BUY his damned love and affection since that's the only way he can honestly get anything, is to BUY it! Horse Shit! I've got a fucking fist full of retired military relatives that will be happy to "supervise" visits between Tony and CJ, hell even my boss, Big Bad Ben will be more then happy to "supervise" if I'm not permitted to be there... Ben's already punched one man for physically abusing his spouse, he's no small man and an old cowboy with traditional family values.
I need a beer, or at least two or three, I need to calm down now that I've made my comments and questions. Tomorrow the headache will begin again when I call my attorny and talk to him again about all tihs nonsence... even he's disgusted by some of the stuff his attorny put in here given the history of the case. After that wonderful phone call I'll probably head to the ranch and take a nice two hour ride, just time to let the wind through my hair and the steady rythem of Sierra's hooves across the desert as we go where ever her hooves carry the two of us, but I definately need some down time alone to de-stress and riding's always been my outlet.
I hate this shit, but at least it looks like the end may be near. Supposedly my attorny says that Tony has finally been motivated to get this over and done with quick fast and in a hurry. I hate to rain on his parade, but as much as I want this over and done with so I can get on with my life I'm not budging when it comes to CJ's safety! That's why all this shit started, and that's why I will remain vigilant. CJ comes first now and always even if his biological father doesn't feel that way... self centered, selfish, egotistical, self absorbed ass hole.... *gnash gnash gnash*
I think I have a beer left in my fridge... it's been forever since I had a beer...
I still want to take this steaming pile of shit out side and burn it to dust like it deserves.
Soon..... soon.. please end soon.....
Ten pages later I have a headache, my jaw aches from clenching it most of the time, my throat's raw from screaming at no one, and any sort of rein I had on my temper snapped a long time ago; the short of it is... this is fucking stupid!
3 years later we're still doing the same fucking tap dance, only now he's got some new spear chucker who's trying to chuck old evidence and rulings out the window. I'm sorry, it's not that easy to sweep the fact that the man denied his son in court. Christ they're saying I'm still unemployed! He's still trying to weasel out of more child support and he's back to his typical song and dance of wanting half of legal custody! He wants reasonable visition rights, and I'm fine with that but I'm defining reasonable given my son has no idea who this wacko is! And this bull shit nonsence about me only having temporary sole physical custody is also bull shit. I was awarded FULL custody, physical and legal and he was denied visitation after saying it wasn't his kid. He said that in Uniform, in court... in my opinion for all you patriotic people he just discrased that uniform he wears and is so proud of. All it is, like his son, and like I was when I was some rail thin hot bartender are status symbols for him to show off and get attention for and my son will have no part of that maniac's self centered universe!
He can visit CJ but in-state only, no over night, and never without supervision. I won't have him making CJ uncomfortable and then not hearing his cries. I mean jeez, CJ get's upset when Grandma drops him off and goes home, and cries for Momma when he's at Grandma's house, I don't want to imagine him left alone with this nut job aside from the fact that the man would BUY his damned love and affection since that's the only way he can honestly get anything, is to BUY it! Horse Shit! I've got a fucking fist full of retired military relatives that will be happy to "supervise" visits between Tony and CJ, hell even my boss, Big Bad Ben will be more then happy to "supervise" if I'm not permitted to be there... Ben's already punched one man for physically abusing his spouse, he's no small man and an old cowboy with traditional family values.
I need a beer, or at least two or three, I need to calm down now that I've made my comments and questions. Tomorrow the headache will begin again when I call my attorny and talk to him again about all tihs nonsence... even he's disgusted by some of the stuff his attorny put in here given the history of the case. After that wonderful phone call I'll probably head to the ranch and take a nice two hour ride, just time to let the wind through my hair and the steady rythem of Sierra's hooves across the desert as we go where ever her hooves carry the two of us, but I definately need some down time alone to de-stress and riding's always been my outlet.
I hate this shit, but at least it looks like the end may be near. Supposedly my attorny says that Tony has finally been motivated to get this over and done with quick fast and in a hurry. I hate to rain on his parade, but as much as I want this over and done with so I can get on with my life I'm not budging when it comes to CJ's safety! That's why all this shit started, and that's why I will remain vigilant. CJ comes first now and always even if his biological father doesn't feel that way... self centered, selfish, egotistical, self absorbed ass hole.... *gnash gnash gnash*
I think I have a beer left in my fridge... it's been forever since I had a beer...
I still want to take this steaming pile of shit out side and burn it to dust like it deserves.
Soon..... soon.. please end soon.....