moments we'd rather not face

Apr 08, 2008 19:44

So Carol's cancer is now Stage 4. After my Dad's death where I held his hand till the end, I've developed a bit of a stupid Sagitarrean mind block against death. Carol used to be the controller at EZ Prints. When I was a contractor, I didn't want to come back after the first week, but she mothered me and said hush. She doesn't know it, but because of her encouragement, she became a touchstone. Through a year and a half of depression, having the job at EZP was one of my altars of happiness. Believe me when I say this, she was one of several voices that said, "you don't really want to end your life". I had promised myself that I would never again allow myself to feel that crushing anguish against my heart, but I'm merely a foolish human.

Carol, I love you. Your kindness and warm heart makes better.
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