Apr 19, 2007 00:47
a whole lot of shit went down tonight. nothing that i had staged in my head, all...you're in a foxhole watcha gonna do now????....i was digging down tonight, tapping all my magic shield incantations...one minute i was the dark side and then i was the light side. i was having to anticipate all stratagems.....frontal assault, flanking maneuver....
through blind luck....i broke a wall down tonight, and looked briefly into my eyes.
it gave me strength.
for a small moment i saw my rubric...i've missed it. i have forgotten what my internal structure looks like. my anchor is around...i feel it.
for the next month, i've set my goal to be copacetic.
XOXOXOXO
huskey