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barsonmyheart91

brief update of my day....

Apr 22, 2005 19:06

i jumped out of a window today.
i got an 84 on my science test.
first test i passed in there.
a kid got a boner in PE today...
my mom wants to kill me.
the spanish teacher says im hanging out with the wrong people.
my mom talked to all my teachers today.
Torii is in my lunch now.
i hate life.
and i hate you.

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my thoughts....bluntly truth the_3_slits April 23 2005, 09:00:16 UTC

i saw you jump out the window...haha
i got an 88 on the science test heck yes!!
not really the first one i passed but he used the wrong grading sheet at first and i got a 72 and i was pissed lol
who got a boner!!!
moms dont understand kids i went thru it with my parents and still am with my dad they'll lay off after a while
tell the spnish teacher that you really dont care lol its your life and who the hell lisens to a teacher!!
thats a disturbing thought....
yeh toriis in our lunch now....i have no emotion or no comment to this because i dont kno how to respond to it and if i told you how i felt about it i doubt you guys would trully care or understand
i dont hate life its been pretty ok lately well not rlly but better then usual
i dont....hate..you

and hmm we all kno beata loves you haha memba wat we talked about ashleigh!?!?!

and hmm zandra calling someone insecure not trying to be mean but i could say something i've noticed but i wont because i dont think you care to lisen

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth mydesiresfire_2 April 23 2005, 10:47:47 UTC

wtf is that?

"yeh toriis in our lunch now....i have no emotion or no comment to this because i dont kno how to respond to it and if i told you how i felt about it i doubt you guys would trully care or understand"

well w/e
I LOVE YOU ASH!! I"m happy that i'm in your lunch, i'm not sure why cuz we don't even have a month left of school, but ok... I'm there for the rest of the year! I don't know what i got on my science test, but i probobly did good.... And i'm sitting here listening to ICP again!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LAKIN'S INFECTED ME!!!!!!!!!!

god help me!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
<3 me!

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth the_3_slits April 23 2005, 11:48:22 UTC

by that i meant i dont feel comfterable around you and ashleigh sometimes i don't feel wanted i feel like i'm third wheel i feel as if i don't fit in with you two anymore like in lunch both of you walked off without a word so i left i was the only one there so i went where i knew there was a seat waiting for me....

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth the_3_slits April 23 2005, 11:52:48 UTC

and i dont really understand why you made one thing into such a big deal in your l.j because i really didnt even say anything
it's not that big of a deal ashleigh already told me that i should sit with jakey and erin instead of you guys anyways.....even though i made that table but ok

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth mydesiresfire_2 April 23 2005, 12:34:32 UTC

wtf.... we left because i was hungry... I don't see why you don't feel comfortable around us when we've all been friends for a long time. I told you on Friday that if Erin meant that much to you that i would try. Only because i care about you. Me and Ash have never tried to make you feel unwanted or like a third wheel. I JUST GOT TO 1st lunch!! I didn't think the Drama would start, i mean we don't even have a month left of school and shit's still goin around. And you make it sound as if we kicked you out when we didn't. I was hungry so Ash decided to go with me to get me some food. When you said that there was a seat waiting for you with Jakey and Erin, you made it sound as aif me and Ash don't give a rats ass about you. I'm not immature, i'm just sayen that is stupid. I can't stand it when this shit happens. About my entry, i'm not blowing out of proportion, and that wasn't directed at you. It had many people that it was meant for. I didn't put you in it because i don't know if you even care about me anymore as much as you like to ( ... )

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth the_3_slits April 23 2005, 12:53:22 UTC

i dont say anything because i dont know what to say i've been judged so many times i guess i might be scared to say something a "hey we'll be right back" would have been nice though
you and ashleigh are so "tight" now and you guys share the same thoughts about me i dont know i feel like i just dont fit in in away i cant explain it but it feels weird like i said i knew you guys wouldnt understand and i was right
i dont even understand but thats how i feel

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth pyrochic37 April 23 2005, 14:33:34 UTC

hehe i saw u at a game ((torii)) but i didnt rly no who u were juss that ur val n ashs friend lol the 2 guys i was wit r lyk she only sed hi cuz were majorly hot lol ttyl
-debbie

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth mydesiresfire_2 April 23 2005, 18:06:26 UTC

We aren't "tight" but then again it's really hard to think otherwise when i try to talk to you for the past week and you can't seem to share anything. I told you if Erin meant so much to you i would overlook my "pride" because you mean alot to me. I'm not quite sure why the hell you think that i would ever judge you when you could do the same to me. I'm not an angel and it's not my place to judge anyone! I LOVE YOU like you were my real sister. I've tried and tried and i still can't figure out what I might have done wrong!! I've tried to understand and things just seem to be getting worse and worse no matter how i try to fix it. I'm sorry i didn't say anything when i left. I realize i could have, but i didn't. I was hungry and in a bad mood so i didn't really say much at all.

sorry

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth cutwithan_e April 23 2005, 14:16:35 UTC

it was a joke from last year...
And if you were going to say that
you think I'm insecure
I know that I am
...

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth barsonmyheart91 April 23 2005, 14:45:38 UTC

okay......
zandra-dont pay attention to val. i am insecure anyway..
val- we love you. and torii needed lunch and you wouldnt talk so we left..and i never judged you. i might have judged what you were doing though...but i still love you. and torii is right though. but we do understand what your talking about. how about on monday JUST the three of us eat lunch together and talk al this out.
beata- i love you lol
torii- i love you too!...and this whole thing is really messed up..

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth the_3_slits April 23 2005, 15:13:55 UTC

if you guys understand so much then why am i getting yelled at for it??

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth mysoxrock91 April 23 2005, 17:37:24 UTC

you guys are arguing about lunch...

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth the_3_slits April 23 2005, 18:00:16 UTC

haha i guess so

Re: my thoughts....bluntly truth mydesiresfire_2 April 23 2005, 18:07:06 UTC

you aren't, i'm trying to figure this out.

fuck you all....sorry but im in a bad mood barsonmyheart91 April 23 2005, 20:58:39 UTC

were arnt yelling at you omg valerie...(and no. im not yelling at you know either)
THIS IS FUCKING YELLING!!!!
now did you see any of that up there? no.
and torii i dont think you should be apologizing now. this is valeries fault now. everything always seems to be MY fault. when me and you(val) are in a fight i am always the one who gets blamed and im "out of control" or "blowing things out of proportion". well fuck taht. because IM NOT. if something your doing is hurting a friend then its your responsibility fir you to figure out what it is and not to blame them for feeling that way.

Re: fuck you all....sorry but im in a bad mood the_3_slits April 24 2005, 15:17:54 UTC

arent i the one whos "feeling a way" and it cant be my fault when i havent actually done anything i stated how i felt thats no ones fault did i say this was anyones fault? no i did not now the other fights you usually were the one who started them you've even said that so ya ( ... )

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