Jul 02, 2011 01:13
Although I wish I could be your favorite MC and say all the ways you're special to me. I don't have the voice or the freedom of speech so if you want to feel my words you'll just have to read. I never meant to overwhelm you with my feelings, and I Just want you to know it saddens me deeply. To know that you're suffering from worrying about me. From the L to the O to the V to the E, I only hoped to bring peace to thee, and let you know that you're not alone. Couldn't say it out loud had to put it in a poem. Probably off time, probably off meter, don't how else to apologize, I wouldn't forgive me either. I had to fall back, had to take a breather, give you some space, if I were you I wouldn't forgive me either. I just wanted to be an escape from the pain, an umbrella to protect you from the rain, and yes I reused those verses again, because they are true now, just like they were then. I can't even pretend, I know how to be someone you'd classify as a descent human being, I can't even pretend, I know how to be someone you'd hold close and never ask to leave. I just want you to be healthy, happy, and free, my L to the O to the V to the E.