Feb 15, 2005 22:23
I seriously don't know how much more i can take of this marriage crap
i thought i was going to be with someone who helped me around the house when it needed to be cleaned and not have to ask him and then he always ALWAYS says "well i did the dishes"
ok
well that covers 1 out of 45654654654 things! AND you didnt do it to help me you did it because i had to tell you to not ask you! tell you
and then we both come home from work and i ask him to cook dinner because im tired and he tries to say that hes tired too when i know that he does absolutley nothing at work but fuck around with his co-workers cause everyday he tells me stories of some stupid (suppose to be funny) thing they did at work today
i bust my ass at work
i dont just stand and point the camera and shoot i have to pick these kids up and put them into position and we HAVE to make them smile
so with every sitting i have to put all i have in it
at the end of my day after doing 10 sittings that go about 15 to 20 minutes i feel like i was in a fucking marathon!
and when i go to work and hes home with the baby the house is a complete mess from him after i had cleaned and it always feels like the baby has gone hours without a diaper change!
blah! anyways enough about my piece of shit husband
xanders little tooth is popping out! you can feel the little ridges when he bites your fingers
and he thinks hes the shit now cause he can finally roll from his back to his tummy, its so awesome
he just has this look of accomplishment on his face
i dont work till 4 tomorrow
so im leaving with the baby
dont know where yet i just know i dont want to be around alex