It hurts so bad
Today i found out the worst news. one of my old english teachers died in a car accident. I couldn't cry in school but when i got home i became incredibly depressed. When i saw the story on the news i started bawling and it's only been down hill from there. My bedroom is one of the most depressing places. i was really tired so i went to lay down in my bed and cryed for 40 min straight. I'm so scared to go to bed tonight. People are trying to make me feel better but my dad (surprisingly) said it best
"I wish there was something i could say to you but nothing anyone says could make it better."
I just don't know what to do with myself. I don't want to fall into depression again but i truthfully have never cryed over someones death before. Not my gradmother or my uncle. I guess I'm growing up. Well it's going to be one hell of a JD Day
"I wish there was something i could say to you but nothing anyone says could make it better."
I just don't know what to do with myself. I don't want to fall into depression again but i truthfully have never cryed over someones death before. Not my gradmother or my uncle. I guess I'm growing up. Well it's going to be one hell of a JD Day