Why??

Nov 13, 2005 18:15

Have you ever though that maybe the reason you can't start a new relationship is because you never wanted the last one to end and you're still caught up on that? Have you ever wondered what you really had and wished you had it back? Could I tell you? Or even better, should I tell you? You've moved on, you're millions of miles away from where I'm stuck, but still I wonder if it would change anything. And if it did change anything would that be the right thing to do? To end the happiness you've found.
I ruined things the first time, so how could it be any different if I got a second chance? I'd just screw up again and be right back where I am now, wouldn't I? Why does the idea of telling you lift me up so much?? I know that it will just cause problems for everyone. Why am I obsessed with "what if"s??

"And I don't know what to do, cuz I'll never be with you"
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