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[baroque_nomonet]

I had a dream last night that my grandma died in surgery. She was scheduled for surgery this weekend but it was moved to Wednesday. I'm not particularly close with her but I just having this looming anxiety that something bad is going to happen. I'm sure she'll be fine but I can't seem to shake this feeling. I hate feeling this anxious and not

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kind of drunk, interpret at your own risk

[airmermaid]

Your brain is trying to prepare you for the worst case scenario so that you won't be surprised if something terrible happens. Also, fear of loss is powerful, even if you aren't living in full awareness of the impact of that loss, ie not being very close with gma. Love you.