Asking some questions
okk so ive been gone for about 10 days now... 4 more to go.. and its been nice and relaxing. Every night I go out and look at the starz, which ive never seen in this way before. There so different, and so pretty, and theres so many. No one in Chicago would understand.
Anyway Ive had lots of time to think, lots of time to get away from things that have been haunting me. Lots of time to please Jacko. Now the whole summer hookup things at this part of the trip since we got to topsial, isn't great. Just me adn the fam. 13 kids, 6 adults, 2 houses, and a walk out beach. Were having our fun. I just wish that special someone was here with me. Im alone, and Im sad. I miss my friends, ive tried to stay of the phone, and no one has really been calling me. I called the barn to check up on Griffy, who I miss dearly, I miss tommy, who Ive talked to this week, adn Taryn, and MIke adn Dan. I just talk at night, after a long afternoon on the beach. Each night I go and sit on teh beach, in the cold sand, adn just let my mind wander as I gaze at teh starz. So I was thinking, is there one thing you would wish to chance, that you now know could have been different. One thing you regret, one thing that you can't get off your mind, one thing you miss entirely. Someone once told me never to have regrets and to always focus on the positives and not the negatives. Those words will always be with me, and i'll probably say them to someone else. Its just this one thing I can't change, can't control. I dunno, i can't do anything about it, so no worrying about it right??/ RIGHT
Ok so yesterday the now 11 kids ages 9-17, and three adults all went go karting. It was amazing. my Lucky car 28, kicked me some but, and i finished 2nd. So the last time we went, we all had a goal of getting kicked off the go karts. Well that goal was accomplished by everyone but Linsday(9) and my mother(43) who failed to get kicked off. We flew some people off the tracks, went backwards, bumping, hitting, smashing. Some good times. Then we had a massie 15 minute game of Laser Tag with the fam. Jacko fired 1008 shots, and kicked some butt finishing 3rd!!!!! Yeah well I had a 4 % accuracy rate! HHAAA it was amazing. I loved it. I had this really cool thing of getting the kids into corners and covering there gun till i killed them! HAHAH it was awesome. IM VICIOUs! haah Anyway i be home soon. Then I got a date with some friends I miss very much when I get homee! love you people...
Oh another thing. you don't have to read this... but I dont' like the way that im reliving my last summer.. If somone wants to know what im talking about i'll tell you. I'll fill you in on how they are exactly the same
Anyway Ive had lots of time to think, lots of time to get away from things that have been haunting me. Lots of time to please Jacko. Now the whole summer hookup things at this part of the trip since we got to topsial, isn't great. Just me adn the fam. 13 kids, 6 adults, 2 houses, and a walk out beach. Were having our fun. I just wish that special someone was here with me. Im alone, and Im sad. I miss my friends, ive tried to stay of the phone, and no one has really been calling me. I called the barn to check up on Griffy, who I miss dearly, I miss tommy, who Ive talked to this week, adn Taryn, and MIke adn Dan. I just talk at night, after a long afternoon on the beach. Each night I go and sit on teh beach, in the cold sand, adn just let my mind wander as I gaze at teh starz. So I was thinking, is there one thing you would wish to chance, that you now know could have been different. One thing you regret, one thing that you can't get off your mind, one thing you miss entirely. Someone once told me never to have regrets and to always focus on the positives and not the negatives. Those words will always be with me, and i'll probably say them to someone else. Its just this one thing I can't change, can't control. I dunno, i can't do anything about it, so no worrying about it right??/ RIGHT
Ok so yesterday the now 11 kids ages 9-17, and three adults all went go karting. It was amazing. my Lucky car 28, kicked me some but, and i finished 2nd. So the last time we went, we all had a goal of getting kicked off the go karts. Well that goal was accomplished by everyone but Linsday(9) and my mother(43) who failed to get kicked off. We flew some people off the tracks, went backwards, bumping, hitting, smashing. Some good times. Then we had a massie 15 minute game of Laser Tag with the fam. Jacko fired 1008 shots, and kicked some butt finishing 3rd!!!!! Yeah well I had a 4 % accuracy rate! HHAAA it was amazing. I loved it. I had this really cool thing of getting the kids into corners and covering there gun till i killed them! HAHAH it was awesome. IM VICIOUs! haah Anyway i be home soon. Then I got a date with some friends I miss very much when I get homee! love you people...
Oh another thing. you don't have to read this... but I dont' like the way that im reliving my last summer.. If somone wants to know what im talking about i'll tell you. I'll fill you in on how they are exactly the same