Sep 01, 2004 15:30
Dear friends of the sea and of the surface,
I have ran away from Skip's backpack and from his home altogether. I may return soon...but for now...it's just too hard.
Re...Re...Reginald and I, we *tears up*...WE BROKE UP! I found him making love to Mercutio the Malifluous Muscle. I thought he was just working out again (his neck had been hurting the past few days...*sniff sniff*...I put the sweater vest he bought me under his head to soften the pain...WHAAA). I heard the moaning, and everything. So I went to his part of the drawer, and I saw the shadows of two creatures moving up and down, side to side. The noises OH the noises. Why dear God WHY!
So I put all of my belongings into a red blanket, tied it over a stick and jumped from out of the drawer, onto the floor and out the door. Oh God, that rhymes...he loved rhymes!! *falls into pool of tears*
I feel like I'm in one of those movies, you know? Where the people cheat on each other, and the husband's ask the wives, "How big was he? Was he good? Do you love him?" It depresses me. I asked Reggy those questions. He responded with a hesitant yes to the latter two. Just like Marial Hemmingway in 'Manhattan,' I wonder, "Who could you possibly love more than me?" When she says, "Now I don't feel so good," I'll now fully understand. I have a sinking feeling in my insides.
But now that I'm gone, I've pitched a tent on the hill looking over David, Adrienne, Justine, etc. houses. I like the cows. We talk. They make me laugh. They bring me water from the lake to sleep in. It's not salty, but I make due.
It is always those kind of creatures that make you feel as if you truly exist, truly matter.
Reginald tried to call. I didn't call back.
So this entry was to let you know why I've been gone lately. I...I...I...just couldn't take it anymore. I bought a new laptop, though, and will be updating to keep you guys updated on my journies as a barnacle, free in the world! Alone! On my own!
Though that feeling is sad, it is also glorious...liberating.
XOXO::salty kisses -- Jerri::XOXO