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If you see the previous post I wrote that last night during a fit of anxiety and it really calmed me down. Dark Shadows and Collinwood is one of those places and stories I go to when I need to get out of my own headspace for a while. Is that weird? I don't know, but it helps me. I try to imagine myself at the door, then once inside what the rooms look like, the people I meet and the conversations I have. It helps that I've watched the show so many times that I have individual character's speech patterns down pat. I've successfully navigated myself out of a few sleepless nights and crying jags with it. I put a journal up near by bed so I can write it down if I have to. It's cathartic.
Had to take poor Teddy Spaghetti to the vet this afternoon. He caught the cold going around the kitties but isn't getting better. The vet tech was like is it OK if we take x-rays? It's $65 for the first and $45 for the second and I was like I don't care, fix my cat! It felt good to have the money to get him the care he needs. Thank God for working. He has 3 different medications to take, 1 antibiotic, 2 eye drops/ointments as he also has a runny eye that won't stop. He was meowing in the car fit to break my heart. I was sticking my fingers in the cage and stroking him until he grabbed hold and sunk his claws in and wouldn't let go. That hurt, but he was scared my poor little boy :( I tried to get him to snuggle with me on the bed or on the back of the couch but he is determined to lay in the hall for some reason. I put a blanket out there for him in case he snuggles on that.
On the way home from work this afternoon Dad asked me if I had any Buck-Tick in the car! I was surprised! We listened to the first half of Kyokutou I Love You, and I forgot how soothing I find Warp Day. Ah, Atsushi's voice is so calming. We will listen to the next half tomorrow!
Had to take poor Teddy Spaghetti to the vet this afternoon. He caught the cold going around the kitties but isn't getting better. The vet tech was like is it OK if we take x-rays? It's $65 for the first and $45 for the second and I was like I don't care, fix my cat! It felt good to have the money to get him the care he needs. Thank God for working. He has 3 different medications to take, 1 antibiotic, 2 eye drops/ointments as he also has a runny eye that won't stop. He was meowing in the car fit to break my heart. I was sticking my fingers in the cage and stroking him until he grabbed hold and sunk his claws in and wouldn't let go. That hurt, but he was scared my poor little boy :( I tried to get him to snuggle with me on the bed or on the back of the couch but he is determined to lay in the hall for some reason. I put a blanket out there for him in case he snuggles on that.
On the way home from work this afternoon Dad asked me if I had any Buck-Tick in the car! I was surprised! We listened to the first half of Kyokutou I Love You, and I forgot how soothing I find Warp Day. Ah, Atsushi's voice is so calming. We will listen to the next half tomorrow!