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This has probably been the wierdest thanksgiving day ever. I woke up late this morning and I really wasn't into the whole thanksgiving thing... I was thinking about how nothing seems to be going right in MY life, and how I might have to move, and about how I was feeling... everythign had to do with me and all of my melodramatic BS. That is so not even right! I have so much to be thankfull for and I can't even spend ONE day appreciating that? I have a family that loves me and that will always be there for me no matter what, the most amazing friends EVER who I love to death!, a hilarious school, a great senior year, good grades, a great boyfriend, a house... a life... when there are some people out there that don't have anything. Right now I know i'm just rambling because i am completely in shock over the whole Abby thing... i guess I just don't understand how she could die. She was such a nice person and a genuinly GOOD person, and on Thanksgiving too... its just so.... unfair? I feel like I should be doing somethign about it... but honestly what can I do? Praying is about it. If you pray at all... please pray for her close friends and family...they've got to go through the Holidays now without her and that is gonna be so devestating. just think. Think about how much you've really got, and stop right now and thank God for it.