stuff 'n junk
Lots going on in my head lately, and I keep thinking and waiting on how to express it into words.. Mostly about how to deal with next year. It's going to be a big year of changes. Liv also told me she wants (she is) going to break the lease here at our place by 2 months to move to Wagga with Gavin. That's all fine... (we will lose our bond, oh well) its' just there is no choice of me even stayign on in that house since she owns, uh, everything. So I'll have to find somewhere to live 2 months earlier than expected. Which also means I have to decide everything 2 months earlier than expected. Scary. (but I get to leave work here 2 months earlier than expected? hee!)
I'm still thinking about going to Buller for one last season... dunno how or what I'll do... but it's on there... Otherwise I'll just find somewhere to live until about Sept/Oct instead, and stay in Melbs.... then...>>>
...I need to reaaaally talk to Dad about the whole Sydney proposal thing we spoke about last month. How will it work out and the money thing and house-buying and just basically all the logistics. Urgh...
Oh and cuteboy from Friday night texting ALOT. Seems like he's keen... but apparently he's "old fashioned", he doesn't even ahve the internet! (ZOMG) and it's much of a texter, he's a phone-talker... I was sooo busy with work last night that I couldn't chat, so he's all siiiigh waiting for today for me to give the okay to ring :P
I'm working in the function centre today - i know, hello, promotion anybody?? lol no, just to cover one small group, doing the set up and morning/afternoon teas etc... not a big ask. It's actually more bludging involved than you'd realise since I can't take calls!
Anyway... mhmm.. i dunno what to do abotu next year. I have to make a whole lot of decisions soon... I guess subconsciously i"ve already given up the idea of buying a house in the next few months and moving "back home" to Sydney .... i jsut have to get my head around the idea of living in Sydney. Again. Urgh.
I'm still thinking about going to Buller for one last season... dunno how or what I'll do... but it's on there... Otherwise I'll just find somewhere to live until about Sept/Oct instead, and stay in Melbs.... then...>>>
...I need to reaaaally talk to Dad about the whole Sydney proposal thing we spoke about last month. How will it work out and the money thing and house-buying and just basically all the logistics. Urgh...
Oh and cuteboy from Friday night texting ALOT. Seems like he's keen... but apparently he's "old fashioned", he doesn't even ahve the internet! (ZOMG) and it's much of a texter, he's a phone-talker... I was sooo busy with work last night that I couldn't chat, so he's all siiiigh waiting for today for me to give the okay to ring :P
I'm working in the function centre today - i know, hello, promotion anybody?? lol no, just to cover one small group, doing the set up and morning/afternoon teas etc... not a big ask. It's actually more bludging involved than you'd realise since I can't take calls!
Anyway... mhmm.. i dunno what to do abotu next year. I have to make a whole lot of decisions soon... I guess subconsciously i"ve already given up the idea of buying a house in the next few months and moving "back home" to Sydney .... i jsut have to get my head around the idea of living in Sydney. Again. Urgh.