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i have spent so much of the last few years being patient. waiting. ready to make the plunge, ready to engulf myself fully, ready to give everything i have.
you, on the other hand, have always kept me at an arm's distance, never ready to take the dive, to take the plunge; never ready to let go, never ready to immerse yourself, never ready to take that leap of faith.
isn't that what love really is? some really big leap of faith that someone won't shatter your heart into a million pieces?
but i am done waiting. i am done being patient. i am done telling myself to give it some time. i am done making excuses and rationalizations. i am done.
done.
done.
done.
you, on the other hand, have always kept me at an arm's distance, never ready to take the dive, to take the plunge; never ready to let go, never ready to immerse yourself, never ready to take that leap of faith.
isn't that what love really is? some really big leap of faith that someone won't shatter your heart into a million pieces?
but i am done waiting. i am done being patient. i am done telling myself to give it some time. i am done making excuses and rationalizations. i am done.
done.
done.
done.