After all the years.
We go through our life feeling lonely at times and happy as ever at others.
Well im going through that time where I feel lonely and just need somebody there for me. Just someone for me to call on when I need a shoulder to lean on. I do not have that right now and its just something that I need.
My dad tells me that im going to run into some country boy who will fall for me and he told me that he would make me happy and I told my dad that he better hurry up. My dad laughed and told me that I need to be paitent, but its hard to be that way sometimes. Especially when you need that person in your life right now.
Ive been thinking about the past lately, ive been thinking of all the things that I could of done better and the things that I should have done. I remeber when I told you that I loved you and you smiled. I will always remember that forever but I will not always hold on to those feelings forever becasue there is no need to becasue you gone now and you might be back but I doubt it, if you come back for me I will be very suprised.
I think that this is enough for now.
Liebe Immer.
Penny