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Things are good, kinda. I'm doing pretty well at Stars, but lately i feel like people have been a little disappointed in me there. I don't think that I'm losing focus or anything, so now I'm just trying to do what the shift on duty wants and work on studying to be a shift on "my own" time.
Also Since I have started working at Stars, i have lost like 10 or 13 pounds!! I'm now around 130-133 or so! I'm happy cus that was the weight i was before Peabody and that's is the weight I feel happy at.
I've become a pretty big pill popper lately. I have started taking a multi vitamin every day and then I was prescribed with my ADHD meds which I have upped slightly and NOW, i'm taking this antibiotic or whatever for this rash that i first saw on Hallween! I went to the doctor the other day and he said it was just a beneign skin thing that medical people don't really know much about yet! It isn't bacterial and it isn't fungal, so docs think that it is a virus (that isn't contagious!)
he had like 3 other doctors come into the room to look at it and apparently i only have a mild case of it so i'm happy about that, but there isn't much you can really do about it sept wait for it to run its' cousrse. I'm trying out these pills that may or may not shorten the wait, but it only proved to help like 3 out of 10 people or something...
OMG, and now my wrist are like totally fucked up so i haven't been able to practice for like the past week and a half. They finally felt good enough to play yesterday, but i had to clip my nails and i ended up getting a cut under my left midde finger so now i can't play AGAIN for alittle while....FUUUCKK!!
It's all making me a little stressed cus I'm to start preparing for my auditions for shit like school and possible competitions (although, i'm thinking i might wait until next year to REALLY start competiting) plus i can't really let my hands and wrist relax much since I have to work. i would take time off cus of it, but i realy need to earn as much money as possible and my store really needs me to be around for the holidays, plusthe fact that Kimmy and i are going to get the car from Balti and then ROAD TRIPPIN'!!
It is going to be soooo much fun! We're basicall going to go down the east coast, accross the mid-to-southern part of the US and then up along the west coast, making a stop at DISNEYLAND!!!! AHHH!!! I haven't been there in ages and Kimmy hasn't ever been there I think, so it's basically going to be the best evar....!
Now i have to go make my car like, NOT SUCK SO MUCH and get shit fixed. I got paid today so i should be okay, aaannd today was the first time my direct deposit took effect! AWEsome!
Also Since I have started working at Stars, i have lost like 10 or 13 pounds!! I'm now around 130-133 or so! I'm happy cus that was the weight i was before Peabody and that's is the weight I feel happy at.
I've become a pretty big pill popper lately. I have started taking a multi vitamin every day and then I was prescribed with my ADHD meds which I have upped slightly and NOW, i'm taking this antibiotic or whatever for this rash that i first saw on Hallween! I went to the doctor the other day and he said it was just a beneign skin thing that medical people don't really know much about yet! It isn't bacterial and it isn't fungal, so docs think that it is a virus (that isn't contagious!)
he had like 3 other doctors come into the room to look at it and apparently i only have a mild case of it so i'm happy about that, but there isn't much you can really do about it sept wait for it to run its' cousrse. I'm trying out these pills that may or may not shorten the wait, but it only proved to help like 3 out of 10 people or something...
OMG, and now my wrist are like totally fucked up so i haven't been able to practice for like the past week and a half. They finally felt good enough to play yesterday, but i had to clip my nails and i ended up getting a cut under my left midde finger so now i can't play AGAIN for alittle while....FUUUCKK!!
It's all making me a little stressed cus I'm to start preparing for my auditions for shit like school and possible competitions (although, i'm thinking i might wait until next year to REALLY start competiting) plus i can't really let my hands and wrist relax much since I have to work. i would take time off cus of it, but i realy need to earn as much money as possible and my store really needs me to be around for the holidays, plusthe fact that Kimmy and i are going to get the car from Balti and then ROAD TRIPPIN'!!
It is going to be soooo much fun! We're basicall going to go down the east coast, accross the mid-to-southern part of the US and then up along the west coast, making a stop at DISNEYLAND!!!! AHHH!!! I haven't been there in ages and Kimmy hasn't ever been there I think, so it's basically going to be the best evar....!
Now i have to go make my car like, NOT SUCK SO MUCH and get shit fixed. I got paid today so i should be okay, aaannd today was the first time my direct deposit took effect! AWEsome!